Thursday, August 16, 2007

Disappointment

Today I am very sad...

I was depending upon something from past three months....

But now it seems as if my dream will never come true..

Yesterday the realization came to me that may be now, that work won't be done.

It's like waking up after a beautiful dream.

Now the chances are very low..........


So many decisions were depending upon that work....

Now it's like back to zero..........

Why me?

why everything wrong happens to me only?

It's like you have reached the station on time ,with everything prepared for journey but the train is cancelled..............


I am an optimist ,,though the hopes are low,,I am still thinking that may be that work will be done,,but there is so much uncertainty,,,so much fear...

Now I don't know what to do?

12 comments:

Mark IV said...

hey long time... and really sad to see you in a not-so-cheery mood... but lighten up. things always turn out good. just keep moving through the fog and you'll eventually clear up.

prajyot said...

see...its how we take up this time..all people face gud or bad times..god just puts bad time humps just to see how we tackle..u have to tackle and move ahead..."u can do it"

Anonymous said...

I know it seems bad right now - but you always are positive to me when I am down, so it is my turn to return the favor.
If you want something bad enough, it will happen. Maybe not in the time that you are looking for, but certainly it will.
Take a deep breath and smile. It always helps me...

Sophiagurl said...

hi Sweet Girl, my heart goes out to you. I hope that whatever you are going through right now will be clearer in the next few days.

I will pray for you...God Bless!

wildflower said...

Everyone feels that way...curses her fate mumbling just two words "why me?"

but it's not just you, believe me...life is one big struggle besides all the fun we have..take care!

Cheers to life :)

Life Rocks!!! said...

Well I never pin too much hope onto something happening. You are not pained if it does not happen but elated if it does...

Anonymous said...

i guess i knw what r u talking about...dnt wry this shall pass..just leave urself to the flow..
tk

Anonymous said...

u knw i can really relate to this..m also in between of something..n the thing u told me..there is so much uncertainty m hanging to.

everyday when i talk to mom..she make me believe jst give ur best efforts..we are always worrying about end results..
i really pray n hope u will find the way

Rudi said...

Everyone has days like this. It'll pass and things will look better again soon :-)

Anonymous said...

Hi Sweet Girl,

Life is sort of sailing a boat, we choose our destination and steer the boat. Sometimes the sea is calm and the view is great, but sometimes storms come raging, and we hold tight to the steering to keep our direction steady.

As we hold on tight, and look to the side, we would see that there are other boats struggling through the storm as well, we are not alone, and we felt grateful that our boat is much bigger and stronger to sustain through the raging ocean.

Hope that you’ll get through fine.

Japrin said...

Be yourself everyday my friend. Never sell your 'ownself' to somebody! Keep realistic everyday and everyminutes! Even every you take a breath!

Sophiagurl said...

hi sweet girl? how are you? hope all is well with you.