It's over

Today is the last day of My Birthday week.

It was really fun..

I am thankful to all of you who took part in celebration of my birthday week..

Birthdays are so Good..
You feel so special on this day...
For me ,most of the day passed in attending phone calls from my siblings and relatives..Can't tell how important I felt....

The surprise of the day was a beautiful Bouquet from my friend Sweetu..Since he is not with me ,he had sent it using some online flowers delivery service...I was really so happy when I received it.I just couldnt take my eyes away from it,,not only because of its beauty,,but for love which it contained in itself......

Day, as are most occasions, was marked by the good food,,,we had chole , peas-pulao, kachoris,, pastries,,,etc,,etc.

My brother bought a domain for me on this day,,I wont tell its name until I launch
my website with some good content...

I would like to thank these blogger friends:

indianvagabond, Speedcat Hollydale, sophiagurl, antibarbie
diane, pirut, Zunnur, Dunn


One thing which I didnt like was that I didnt receive any birthday card from any of my friends or relatives , though I love cards very much..Only cards I received were from astrological sites which I often visit.

These are the cards which I received...

1)From astrology.com


2)From mywebastrologer.com


Ok so,,finally my birthday week is over,,(hard to believe).

Will come up with new post very soon..
Take care,bye

How do I live without you?

It's so difficult to live without him.
Yes, you guessed it right, I am talking about my friend sweetu..
He went to U.S. on 24th of this month....(merely 3 days ago!).
But it seems to me that he has been away for so many months...

Earlier, we were supposed to go together, but due to unavoidable circumstances (or,you can call it my bad luck), he had to go alone..

I miss him so much,,I used to share everything with him,,,there were no false pretences,no lies,,nothing superficial in our relation.....( I am sorry ,,,there are no false pretences...relation).

There is love , understanding and care in our relation. Infact, he is my soul mate.

Even we have disputes, heated discussions, sometimes we don't even talk to each other for hours, but then we try to solve our problems before going to sleep..
If You are eager to know who initiates the peace process,,whether him or me,,then I must tell you most of the time it's him, and sometimes me ( when I see there is no reaction from him).

I am counting days of his return.
I hope he will come in his winter vacations.

It's 90 days from now..(if we consider he is coming on 25th of December).


We used to talk for more than 5hrs. daily, We used to know what each of us were doing at any time of the day..

Now, the situation has changed. Today he talked to me only for fifteen minutes in whole day..I don't know what he is doing,,and same is with him..

May be after few days it will be ok, when he will buy a mobile and computer...

Still,there is so much difference in our time zones...His time is 11hrs 30 minutes behind my time....So, when it is night here, he is working, and when it is day time here, he is sleeping....

When will my wait end...?

I am keeping my patience, but how long will I be able to do this, I don't know..

I request God to give me courage to face these tough times...

When the two met

This Friday was a great day,
It was a day I will remember all my life.

Yes,,it was the day when my boyfriend and my father came face -to-face..

First,let me familiarise you all with the background..
My friend is going abroad(U.S.) as he has got a job there recently.He will be coming back in December Holidays..So,he wanted to meet my dad and talk to him about us.

At first ,my father was reluctant to meet him,he said let him come back then we will meet.But I said,"He is coming tomorrow..that's it...".It's not that my dad doesnt know about him,,or he is against our relationship ,,but I think he was feeling awkward...So,he tried to evade the situation,,,but I persisted and so,finally he gave in to my wishes...

So,the meeting was fixed,Friday 21 september,2007,,8:15 pm/8:30 pm.My friend (sweetu) was invited for dinner...His flight was on 24th september,,so he was quite busy with so many things,,but still he agreed to come as he was eager to meet my father...

Actually ,my father was a bit angry with him, as he was going there alone,,leaving me here...So,I told sweetu in advance about the situation..

So,both the people were very uneasy about the meeting..

I started the arrangements in the evening,,took out special dinner set,changed the sofa covers and table cloth,,washed the artificial flowers in the room..cleaned the room,cleaned the carpet,,and so on...gave instructions to cook as to what to cook for dinner...


The time came ,,I called sweetu and asked him when is he coming..
He said ,"No,electricity,,please wait ..I will come soon.I have to iron my clothes,etc."

So,at 8:45pm he left his home to come for the meeting.
On his way,he kept asking me ,,what will your dad say,,should I say this,or that,etc.And I guided him as accurately as I could.

He arrived at 8:55pm,I opened the gate for him,,I wished him good luck..So,he entered the drawing room after me,,He touched the feet of my father and greeted him saying "Namaste"(this is how we indians greet each other).And I think that was the turning point of the whole meeting..my father seemed quite overwhelmed by sweetu touching his feet.then sweetu greeted my mother and touched her feet too.

Then he sat down on sofa near my father.
Mummy and I brought water ,and sweets for him and roasted cashewnuts,too.
My father asked him to have them,,instead he said ,"i will take,,but first you take and served my parents"

There was nothing like breaking the initial ice,,ice had already melted...The atmosphere was now warm and comfortable.

My father asked him some things about his father,his siblings,etc.

There were moments of silence...
There were moments when only sweetu and I were speaking to each other.

We talked about his travel plan.His plans after returning back,etc.
When there was silence ,I prompted sweetu to say something,,then he asked my mother about her health,,,etc...

Then the dinner was served,,I served the dinner for father and him..He asked mom also to have dinner with them..Mom smiled..I told him that she will have it later with me..

Let me tell you the dinner menu,,""Chole pulao, chapatis ,cucumber -raita, kheer"",,that's it..

Dinner was cooked by our cook Rani,,,and I guess sweetu didnt liked the dinner...and I am sorry for that,,if I had known that ,I would have cooked the dinner myself....

Then we all had a light chat,,and then he took the leave. ..

and so the meeting ended.....


But I cant forget it...

My mom was very impressed ,,she said it appeared as he had been coming here for years...she said that she felt that my brother was sitting there in his place..

And my father didnt said anything but looked relaxed ,,and I guess he was happy too.

Now ,I think Why I love sweetu so much,,a person who can impress my parents in one meeting,,how could I have not been impressed by him..

What do you say?

When will the morning come !!!

Hi Friends!

How are you all? I hope fine..
It's been almost one month since I wrote my last post..

In this month I have been through lot of ups and downs..

At present,,I don't know exactly whether I am at up situation or down situation.

It's Fifty -Fifty situation....
50% happiness...as 50% work is done
50% sadness ....as 50% work is left.

and that 50% work which is left ,I am not sure whether it will be completed or not..

well, Let's see what happens.........

I am very thankful to all of you who gave me strength in these difficult times..

Mark IV: ""things always turn out good. just keep moving through the fog and you'll eventually clear up.""

Thanks for your inspiring words,,I have noted them down in my cellphone ,,and read them when I really feel depressed.

Prajyot: ""see...its how we take up this time..all people face gud or bad times..god just puts bad time humps just to see how we tackle..u have to tackle and move ahead..."u can do it""

Thanks for believing that I can do it...

Beth: ""If you want something bad enough, it will happen. Maybe not in the time that you are looking for, but certainly it will.
Take a deep breath and smile. It always helps me...""

I am really thankful for your inspiring words...

Sophiagurl: ""hi Sweet Girl, my heart goes out to you. I hope that whatever you are going through right now will be clearer in the next few days. I will pray for you...God Bless!""

Thanks for your true wishes.

Wildflower:""Everyone feels that way...curses her fate mumbling just two words "why me?" ..but it's not just you, believe me...life is one big struggle besides all the fun we have..take care! ""

Thanks for your concern

Liferocks:"Well I never pin too much hope onto something happening. You are not pained if it does not happen but elated if it does...""

Thanks a lot for your advice.......

Dreamcatcher:.""dnt wry this shall pass..just leave urself to the flow..i really pray n hope u will find the way""

Thanks for your concern and advice and wishes..I hope everything turns out good for you....

Rudi:""Everyone has days like this. It'll pass and things will look better again soon :-)""

Thanks a lot.......

Zunnur:""Life is sort of sailing a boat, we choose our destination and steer the boat. Sometimes the sea is calm and the view is great, but sometimes storms come raging, and we hold tight to the steering to keep our direction steady.

As we hold on tight, and look to the side, we would see that there are other boats struggling through the storm as well, we are not alone, and we felt grateful that our boat is much bigger and stronger to sustain through the raging ocean.

Hope that you’ll get through fine.""

You are right friend...and thanks for your wishes

Pirut:""Be yourself everyday my friend. Never sell your 'ownself' to somebody! Keep realistic everyday and everyminutes! Even every you take a breath! ""

Thanks for the advice friend............



And you know what?
My brother came across my blog and he was sad that I didn't tell him personally about my problems...He said he liked my blog..He said he couldn't do much in such situation but atleast can pray for my better future.............

Once,in my schooldays,my brother had read my personal diary,and I was angry with him,I felt cheated,,but today I don't mind his reading my blog....and I am thankful to him for his moral support..

Coming back to my problems.......

I hope situations will be better soon........
After Night,dawn has come,but I am still waiting for the morning......

I still need your wishes........

Take care all of you,
Have a great day !!

Friends Are Forever

Hi Friends,

A very Happy Friendship Day

Yes,Friendship day is on 5th August.

Something about this Day

The United States Congress, in 1935, proclaimed first Sunday of August as the National Friendship Day. Since then, celebration of National Friendship Day became an annual event. The noble idea of honoring the beautiful relationship of friendship caught on with the people and soon Friendship Day became a hugely popular festival.

Following the popularity and success of Friendship Day in US, several other countries adopted the tradition of dedicating a day to friends. Today, Friendship Day is enthusiastically celebrated by several countries across the world including India.

Friendship day is a day to tell your friends,what they mean to you..

You can do so by sending them gifts (flowers,chocolates,Teddy bears ,etc.)
You can even sms them your feelings.

Or,simply call them and wish them Happy Friendship day to them..

In India markets are crowded with Friendship bands, a week before friendship day.
Friends give each other Friendship bands in order to show their love for friends.

People wear them on their wrist to show that they accept the friendship of the person who gave them the band..,and care for them....


Yesterday as I had gone to market with my friend ,I saw lots of nice friendship bands.






I asked my friend to buy me one and give me...you know my friend is the type of person who believes it is for kids,,so I had to ask him to buy me one..
and since ,,he knows there is a child inside me and I won't be happy without having it,he agreed to buy me one....


This is the pic of the band ,,it's nice ,,,What do you think?



Since , Friendship day is on sunday ,I think I will be going for lunch with my friend on that day to some good place....

I want to dedicate this song by Mariah Carey to my dear friend,

"Anytime You Need A Friend
If you're lonely
And need a friend
And troubles seem like
They never end,
Just remember to keep the Faith,
And Love will be there to Light the Way

Anytime you need a friend,
I will be here.
You'll never be alone again,
So don't you fear.
Even if you're miles away,
I'm by your side.
So don't you ever be lonely.
Love will make it alright.

When the shadows are closing in
And your Spirit deminishing,
Just remember you're not alone,
And Love will be there
To Guide you Home.

(Chorus)
If you just believe in me,
I will Love you endlessly.
Take my hand.
Take me into your Heart.
I'll be there forever, baby.
I won't let go.
I'll never let go.

Anytime you need a friend,
I will be here.
You'll never be alone again,
So don't you fear.
Even if your miles away,
I'm by your side.
So don't you ever be lonely.
It's alright.
It's alright. "

I also have so many friends ,,in this blogging world,,to whom I want to wish through my blog,I am wishing them Happy Friendship Day..I think there is no need to name them ,,as they will understand themselves after reading this post....
Friends who visit my blog ,read my blog ,,give their valuable comments on my blog,,,Friends who have always motivated me to keep writing my blog!


This is what I want to say to all my blogger friends,

""I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels but I call them my nice friends. ""

"HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL OF YOU"

Life is so colourful

Hi Friends !

Life's puzzles are difficult to understand...

I thought I should take a break from my problems and spend sometime in doing what I really like..........i.e. writing.

Yes,,Writing...I really love writing,,sharing my thoughts with whole world...

Today morning ,as I went to my morning walk,,I got a really pleasant surprise...

I saw Rainbow in the sky....

It was full semi-circle and was very clear..
It was as if I was looking at my childhood colour-book..

All the seven colours ,,violet,Indigo ,blue ,green, yellow,orange,and red were clearly visible...




Life Is so colourful,,then why do we always see it as black and white....

I mean Good and Bad....

There are somethings which are neither good ,nor bad....

and,there are things which are both good and bad...

well,leave it...
I was talking about rainbow....
I became so happy on seeing it...

It was like being near to nature,,being near to God !


Can man make rainbow,,science has progressed so much,but, can we make a rainbow appear on Sky...

God Is God !!!!!!!!!!!!


well,my thoughts seem to be wandering here and there,,,

sorry,If you don't like them...

Anyways,,,,Thanks all of you for your wishes and support..

Life is nothing without friends...

Ok!!!!!!!!!

take care !!!

Missing You All

Hi Friends!

How Are You?

It's been a long time since I have written any new post.

I am going through the most crucial point of my Life..
I am sorry ,but I can't discuss it openly..

Yes.but as soon as the problems are sorted out,,I will be telling you all everything..

I just need your best wishes..

If I get time ,I will check out posts by my friends..

Please wish me Good Luck!

Have a Great day!

8 Random Facts

Recently I was tagged by my friend Pieter


The Rules:

Players start with 8 random facts about themselves.
Those who are tagged should post these rules and their 8 random facts.
Players should tag eight other people and notify them that they have been tagged.




8 random facts about me:

1)I am an Indian,,,and love to be an Indian.

2)I am not married till now,,,but I am in Love with someone with
whom I wish to get married..

3)I believe in non-violence..I am a peaceful person.

4)I love reading books-inspirational,romantic or adventurous.

5)I like watching romantic movies....

6)I am a Libran,,,,I was born in October.

7)I don't like pets.

8)I believe in Astrology a lot.........


Now,,my 8 random tags are:-

taylor blue

diamondssaphire

divya

^M!R@G3^ ChoPPeR

LFXT

wokeuptoday

absolutelytrue

laketrees


ok!!!!!!!

Have a nice day !

Tagged again!!!!!

Hi friends,

I have been tagged again!!
And this is the second time I have been tagged!!

I don't mind getting tagged,,but yes it deviates you from what you want to write in your blog...

I have been tagged by my friend Dream catcher



Rules of tagging are:-
1) each blogger starts with eight - ten random facts/habits about themselves…
2) people who are tagged need to write posts in their own blog about the tag and post these rules…
3) at the end of your post, you need to choose people to get tagged and list their names…

So, here I start..................



ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT???
No scars..................

WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW???
getting married to my friend......

WHAT DO YOU MISS???
Miss the moments spent with my siblings....

WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION???
a ring from my friend…

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL???
smell of gaazar ka halwa…

DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC???
Yes…

DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK???
yes,,when i am alone......

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME???
Givenchy…

COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS???
it's coffee for me…

IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE???
Fries from Mc Donalds

WHO IS THE LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU MAD???
My sister

DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE??

I speak Hindi,English and a bit of French

WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU???
Gift them something..which they needed for a long time

SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:

Can't say,,just writing ,one

WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN???
my friend....

HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF INDIA???
never....

WHERE WERE YOU BORN???
at home,India

WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST???
my sweetness and kindness.


WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY???
Wishes

HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT???
one or two


WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE???
no...

DO YOU WISH ON STARS???
No,,,


DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING???
yes,,,

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT???
Chicken Biryani

ANY BAD HABITS???
trusting people easily


IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU???
definitely!!!


DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY???
yes …and I am sad about it.

WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD???
dolls

SIBLINGS???
2elder sisters and one elder brother

YOU LIKE SUSHI???
Haven't tried yet..


Ok So people I am tagging are

1) Prajyot

2) Aditi
3) Praveen


Ok ,,take care friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello

Hello Friends,

This is my first post on blogger.

Title of my blog is My life and my views.

I hope you will like my blog...