Today I am very sad...
I was depending upon something from past three months....
But now it seems as if my dream will never come true..
Yesterday the realization came to me that may be now, that work won't be done.
It's like waking up after a beautiful dream.
Now the chances are very low..........
So many decisions were depending upon that work....
Now it's like back to zero..........
Why me?
why everything wrong happens to me only?
It's like you have reached the station on time ,with everything prepared for journey but the train is cancelled..............
I am an optimist ,,though the hopes are low,,I am still thinking that may be that work will be done,,but there is so much uncertainty,,,so much fear...
Now I don't know what to do?
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
How are you looking today ?
How do you look? !!!!!!!!

Do you want people to praise you.............
Everyone of us is hungry to hear Good about ourselves....
But I want to know that, for you, whose praise matters the most..
1) A person who always praises you..
2)A person who never praises you,but when you ask ,he tells you yes u r looking good...
3)A person who tells you the truth ,,when you are looking Good ,he praises you ,,,and if not then tells you frankly...
I know ,nobody wants to hear bad about oneself....
But for me No. 3 category is the best...If someone has the courage to tell you that you are not looking Good,,means his judgement is not biased...So,,when such a person praises you,,then it definitely means that you are looking good..
A true friend is someone who tells you where you are wrong ,so that you can improve yourself....
Sometimes you feel bad ,if someone says you are not looking good,,or you are looking a bit overweight,,or a bit dull,,,but If someone is saying this,,there must bee truth in this,,so you can take this criticism positively,,and improve yourself...
So, have courage to hear truth and speak truth about others,,,,

Do you want people to praise you.............
Everyone of us is hungry to hear Good about ourselves....
But I want to know that, for you, whose praise matters the most..
1) A person who always praises you..
2)A person who never praises you,but when you ask ,he tells you yes u r looking good...
3)A person who tells you the truth ,,when you are looking Good ,he praises you ,,,and if not then tells you frankly...
I know ,nobody wants to hear bad about oneself....
But for me No. 3 category is the best...If someone has the courage to tell you that you are not looking Good,,means his judgement is not biased...So,,when such a person praises you,,then it definitely means that you are looking good..
A true friend is someone who tells you where you are wrong ,so that you can improve yourself....
Sometimes you feel bad ,if someone says you are not looking good,,or you are looking a bit overweight,,or a bit dull,,,but If someone is saying this,,there must bee truth in this,,so you can take this criticism positively,,and improve yourself...
So, have courage to hear truth and speak truth about others,,,,
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Friends Are Forever
Hi Friends,

A very Happy Friendship Day
Yes,Friendship day is on 5th August.
Something about this Day
Friendship day is a day to tell your friends,what they mean to you..
You can do so by sending them gifts (flowers,chocolates,Teddy bears ,etc.)
You can even sms them your feelings.
Or,simply call them and wish them Happy Friendship day to them..
In India markets are crowded with Friendship bands, a week before friendship day.
Friends give each other Friendship bands in order to show their love for friends.
People wear them on their wrist to show that they accept the friendship of the person who gave them the band..,and care for them....
Yesterday as I had gone to market with my friend ,I saw lots of nice friendship bands.



I asked my friend to buy me one and give me...you know my friend is the type of person who believes it is for kids,,so I had to ask him to buy me one..
and since ,,he knows there is a child inside me and I won't be happy without having it,he agreed to buy me one....
This is the pic of the band ,,it's nice ,,,What do you think?

Since , Friendship day is on sunday ,I think I will be going for lunch with my friend on that day to some good place....
I want to dedicate this song by Mariah Carey to my dear friend,
I also have so many friends ,,in this blogging world,,to whom I want to wish through my blog,I am wishing them Happy Friendship Day..I think there is no need to name them ,,as they will understand themselves after reading this post....
Friends who visit my blog ,read my blog ,,give their valuable comments on my blog,,,Friends who have always motivated me to keep writing my blog!
This is what I want to say to all my blogger friends,
"HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL OF YOU"

A very Happy Friendship Day
Yes,Friendship day is on 5th August.
Something about this Day
The United States Congress, in 1935, proclaimed first Sunday of August as the National Friendship Day. Since then, celebration of National Friendship Day became an annual event. The noble idea of honoring the beautiful relationship of friendship caught on with the people and soon Friendship Day became a hugely popular festival.
Following the popularity and success of Friendship Day in US, several other countries adopted the tradition of dedicating a day to friends. Today, Friendship Day is enthusiastically celebrated by several countries across the world including India.
Friendship day is a day to tell your friends,what they mean to you..
You can do so by sending them gifts (flowers,chocolates,Teddy bears ,etc.)
You can even sms them your feelings.
Or,simply call them and wish them Happy Friendship day to them..
In India markets are crowded with Friendship bands, a week before friendship day.
Friends give each other Friendship bands in order to show their love for friends.
People wear them on their wrist to show that they accept the friendship of the person who gave them the band..,and care for them....
Yesterday as I had gone to market with my friend ,I saw lots of nice friendship bands.



I asked my friend to buy me one and give me...you know my friend is the type of person who believes it is for kids,,so I had to ask him to buy me one..
and since ,,he knows there is a child inside me and I won't be happy without having it,he agreed to buy me one....
This is the pic of the band ,,it's nice ,,,What do you think?

Since , Friendship day is on sunday ,I think I will be going for lunch with my friend on that day to some good place....
I want to dedicate this song by Mariah Carey to my dear friend,
"Anytime You Need A Friend
If you're lonely
And need a friend
And troubles seem like
They never end,
Just remember to keep the Faith,
And Love will be there to Light the Way
Anytime you need a friend,
I will be here.
You'll never be alone again,
So don't you fear.
Even if you're miles away,
I'm by your side.
So don't you ever be lonely.
Love will make it alright.
When the shadows are closing in
And your Spirit deminishing,
Just remember you're not alone,
And Love will be there
To Guide you Home.
(Chorus)
If you just believe in me,
I will Love you endlessly.
Take my hand.
Take me into your Heart.
I'll be there forever, baby.
I won't let go.
I'll never let go.
Anytime you need a friend,
I will be here.
You'll never be alone again,
So don't you fear.
Even if your miles away,
I'm by your side.
So don't you ever be lonely.
It's alright.
It's alright. "
I also have so many friends ,,in this blogging world,,to whom I want to wish through my blog,I am wishing them Happy Friendship Day..I think there is no need to name them ,,as they will understand themselves after reading this post....
Friends who visit my blog ,read my blog ,,give their valuable comments on my blog,,,Friends who have always motivated me to keep writing my blog!
This is what I want to say to all my blogger friends,
""I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels but I call them my nice friends. ""
"HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL OF YOU"
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Once more Tagged!
I have been TAGGED again!
Recently, I was tagged by xigre:-
Rules of the tag:-
If you are tagged, your duty is to
1. tell everybody who tagged you
2. write 6 Weird Things - OR - 10 Facts about yourself.
3. tag 10 bloggers
I have been telling so many facts about me in my previous tagged posts.
So Today I will tell 6 weird things about me:----
1. I love to have coffee with my lunch.Most people take coffee before or after lunch.,,but it's a part of my lunch menu..
2. If I have some health problem I search the internet to find its remedies,instead of going to doctor.
3. I Love cleanliness....I don't mind getting dirty myself,to clean other things...
Afterall a good shower will make me clean again.
4. I have different reactions to same things....
One day I may be angry at something,,and other day I may laugh it off....
5. I just hate waiting..If have to do something I want to do it now..
But other's tell me to wait and wait for appropriate time...,etc.
6. I love to dance when no one is seeing me.
so these were 6 weird things about me.
Now it's my chance to tag 10 other bloggers to do the same about themselves.
Here they are:
But I am sorry ,I don't want to tag anyone.
Most of the times people I tag don't follow it...
So,I am not tagging anyone!
yes,But If anyone wants to carry forward this tag,,they are welcome!
Have a Great Day!
Recently, I was tagged by xigre:-
Rules of the tag:-
If you are tagged, your duty is to
1. tell everybody who tagged you
2. write 6 Weird Things - OR - 10 Facts about yourself.
3. tag 10 bloggers
I have been telling so many facts about me in my previous tagged posts.
So Today I will tell 6 weird things about me:----
1. I love to have coffee with my lunch.Most people take coffee before or after lunch.,,but it's a part of my lunch menu..
2. If I have some health problem I search the internet to find its remedies,instead of going to doctor.
3. I Love cleanliness....I don't mind getting dirty myself,to clean other things...
Afterall a good shower will make me clean again.
4. I have different reactions to same things....
One day I may be angry at something,,and other day I may laugh it off....
5. I just hate waiting..If have to do something I want to do it now..
But other's tell me to wait and wait for appropriate time...,etc.
6. I love to dance when no one is seeing me.
so these were 6 weird things about me.
Now it's my chance to tag 10 other bloggers to do the same about themselves.
Here they are:
But I am sorry ,I don't want to tag anyone.
Most of the times people I tag don't follow it...
So,I am not tagging anyone!
yes,But If anyone wants to carry forward this tag,,they are welcome!
Have a Great Day!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Great time for Harry Potter Fans
It's Great time for Harry Potter fans (including me)..
Firstly, The new Harry movie "Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix" is releasing on 13 July..
secondly, The latest book of Harry potter, "Harry Potter and the deathly hallows" will be released on 21 July..
so,July is a happening month for us (Harry fans),,,,
I have heard that Harry will die in the last book,,all the fans around the world are requesting J.K.Rowling to not to end this series and continue writing many more books of the series...
Harry potter and the order of the phoenix,is my favorite book of the series,,it's very interesting ,,,

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix is the fifth book in the Harry Potter series of books by J. K. Rowling. This book details Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts and efforts by the Ministry of Magic to take control of the school while Voldemort plots to acquire a "weapon." It is the longest book in the Harry Potter series.
Plot overview
Harry returns for his fifth year of study at Hogwarts and discovers that much of the wizarding community is in denial about the teenager's recent encounter with the evil Lord Voldemort, preferring to turn a blind eye to the news that Voldemort has returned. Fearing that Hogwarts' venerable Headmaster, Albus Dumbledore, is lying about Voldemort's return in order to undermine his power and take his job, the Minister for Magic, Cornelius Fudge, appoints a new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher to keep watch over Dumbledore and the Hogwarts students. But Professor Dolores Umbridge's Ministry-approved course of defensive magic leaves the young wizards woefully unprepared to defend themselves against the dark forces threatening them and the entire wizarding community, so at the prompting of his friends Hermione and Ron, Harry takes matters into his own hands. Meeting secretly with a small group of students who name themselves "Dumbledore's Army," Harry teaches them how to defend themselves against the Dark Arts, preparing the courageous young wizards for the extraordinary battle that lies ahead.
This was the story of this book..
Now go and watch the movie and enjoy....
Firstly, The new Harry movie "Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix" is releasing on 13 July..
secondly, The latest book of Harry potter, "Harry Potter and the deathly hallows" will be released on 21 July..
so,July is a happening month for us (Harry fans),,,,
I have heard that Harry will die in the last book,,all the fans around the world are requesting J.K.Rowling to not to end this series and continue writing many more books of the series...
Harry potter and the order of the phoenix,is my favorite book of the series,,it's very interesting ,,,

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix is the fifth book in the Harry Potter series of books by J. K. Rowling. This book details Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts and efforts by the Ministry of Magic to take control of the school while Voldemort plots to acquire a "weapon." It is the longest book in the Harry Potter series.
Plot overview
Harry returns for his fifth year of study at Hogwarts and discovers that much of the wizarding community is in denial about the teenager's recent encounter with the evil Lord Voldemort, preferring to turn a blind eye to the news that Voldemort has returned. Fearing that Hogwarts' venerable Headmaster, Albus Dumbledore, is lying about Voldemort's return in order to undermine his power and take his job, the Minister for Magic, Cornelius Fudge, appoints a new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher to keep watch over Dumbledore and the Hogwarts students. But Professor Dolores Umbridge's Ministry-approved course of defensive magic leaves the young wizards woefully unprepared to defend themselves against the dark forces threatening them and the entire wizarding community, so at the prompting of his friends Hermione and Ron, Harry takes matters into his own hands. Meeting secretly with a small group of students who name themselves "Dumbledore's Army," Harry teaches them how to defend themselves against the Dark Arts, preparing the courageous young wizards for the extraordinary battle that lies ahead.
This was the story of this book..
Now go and watch the movie and enjoy....
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Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Life is so colourful
Hi Friends !
Life's puzzles are difficult to understand...
I thought I should take a break from my problems and spend sometime in doing what I really like..........i.e. writing.
Yes,,Writing...I really love writing,,sharing my thoughts with whole world...
Today morning ,as I went to my morning walk,,I got a really pleasant surprise...
I saw Rainbow in the sky....
It was full semi-circle and was very clear..
It was as if I was looking at my childhood colour-book..
All the seven colours ,,violet,Indigo ,blue ,green, yellow,orange,and red were clearly visible...

Life Is so colourful,,then why do we always see it as black and white....
I mean Good and Bad....
There are somethings which are neither good ,nor bad....
and,there are things which are both good and bad...
well,leave it...
I was talking about rainbow....
I became so happy on seeing it...
It was like being near to nature,,being near to God !
Can man make rainbow,,science has progressed so much,but, can we make a rainbow appear on Sky...
God Is God !!!!!!!!!!!!
well,my thoughts seem to be wandering here and there,,,
sorry,If you don't like them...
Anyways,,,,Thanks all of you for your wishes and support..
Life is nothing without friends...
Ok!!!!!!!!!
take care !!!
Life's puzzles are difficult to understand...
I thought I should take a break from my problems and spend sometime in doing what I really like..........i.e. writing.
Yes,,Writing...I really love writing,,sharing my thoughts with whole world...
Today morning ,as I went to my morning walk,,I got a really pleasant surprise...
I saw Rainbow in the sky....
It was full semi-circle and was very clear..
It was as if I was looking at my childhood colour-book..
All the seven colours ,,violet,Indigo ,blue ,green, yellow,orange,and red were clearly visible...

Life Is so colourful,,then why do we always see it as black and white....
I mean Good and Bad....
There are somethings which are neither good ,nor bad....
and,there are things which are both good and bad...
well,leave it...
I was talking about rainbow....
I became so happy on seeing it...
It was like being near to nature,,being near to God !
Can man make rainbow,,science has progressed so much,but, can we make a rainbow appear on Sky...
God Is God !!!!!!!!!!!!
well,my thoughts seem to be wandering here and there,,,
sorry,If you don't like them...
Anyways,,,,Thanks all of you for your wishes and support..
Life is nothing without friends...
Ok!!!!!!!!!
take care !!!
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Missing You All
Hi Friends!
How Are You?
It's been a long time since I have written any new post.
I am going through the most crucial point of my Life..
I am sorry ,but I can't discuss it openly..
Yes.but as soon as the problems are sorted out,,I will be telling you all everything..
I just need your best wishes..
If I get time ,I will check out posts by my friends..
Please wish me Good Luck!
Have a Great day!
How Are You?
It's been a long time since I have written any new post.
I am going through the most crucial point of my Life..
I am sorry ,but I can't discuss it openly..
Yes.but as soon as the problems are sorted out,,I will be telling you all everything..
I just need your best wishes..
If I get time ,I will check out posts by my friends..
Please wish me Good Luck!
Have a Great day!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
I am crazy !!
Hi Friends !
Yesterday it was raining here........
It was the first rain of the season..........
Rains are such a relief,,especially when they come after the sveltering heat !!!!!!!

O! the smell of soil brings such a satisfaction...
This smell of soil makes me nostalgic..
I can't help thinking or reliving the days of my childhood when I used to play in the rain along with my brother and sisters...
As I have grown up, My passion for rain has increased..
I just love getting soaked up in rain and the coldness you feel after you are wet ,it's chilling and most fun...
It has become a sort of my tradition to get wet in the first rain of the season..
When I am standing under the rain,,i just forget who I am ,or,where I am,,for me at that time it's just rain and me (my heart)..The feeling is ecstatic..sometimes tears fall from eyes ,,they are of sheer pleasure,,the pleasure which tells me I am alive,,I am the same person as when I was a child....
O God ! I am crazy!
Yesterday it was raining here........
It was the first rain of the season..........
Rains are such a relief,,especially when they come after the sveltering heat !!!!!!!

O! the smell of soil brings such a satisfaction...
This smell of soil makes me nostalgic..
I can't help thinking or reliving the days of my childhood when I used to play in the rain along with my brother and sisters...
As I have grown up, My passion for rain has increased..
I just love getting soaked up in rain and the coldness you feel after you are wet ,it's chilling and most fun...
It has become a sort of my tradition to get wet in the first rain of the season..
When I am standing under the rain,,i just forget who I am ,or,where I am,,for me at that time it's just rain and me (my heart)..The feeling is ecstatic..sometimes tears fall from eyes ,,they are of sheer pleasure,,the pleasure which tells me I am alive,,I am the same person as when I was a child....
O God ! I am crazy!
Thursday, June 7, 2007
I am blessed
Today I am writing this post to tell you how I was blessed recently.
First of all,i would like to thank Sophiagurl ,for giving me this chance to share my blessing with you.
It was my parents marriage anniversary, I had decided to buy a mobile phone
for my Dad as he really wanted to own one from a long time,but he didn't as he thought it would be a waste of money,,as he is retired from Job and doesn't go out from home most of the times....
I had decided the model and everything ,but I came to know that I would be getting my salary late this month......
It was very depressing for me,,,I had lost all hopes to present it on anniversary Day.
Then unexpectedly one of my friend called me,,who had taken some money few months back ,,but I had forgotten about it..
She said,,"Do you remember I owe you some money?"
I said "No"
Then She told me about it in detail,,She said She wants to return the money,,when
should She come........
It was a miracle for me.....
A blessing indeed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So Now I can say "I am blessed"
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
8 Random Facts
Recently I was tagged by my friend Pieter
The Rules:
Players start with 8 random facts about themselves.
Those who are tagged should post these rules and their 8 random facts.
Players should tag eight other people and notify them that they have been tagged.
8 random facts about me:
1)I am an Indian,,,and love to be an Indian.
2)I am not married till now,,,but I am in Love with someone with
whom I wish to get married..
3)I believe in non-violence..I am a peaceful person.
4)I love reading books-inspirational,romantic or adventurous.
5)I like watching romantic movies....
6)I am a Libran,,,,I was born in October.
7)I don't like pets.
8)I believe in Astrology a lot.........
Now,,my 8 random tags are:-
taylor blue
diamondssaphire
divya
^M!R@G3^ ChoPPeR
LFXT
wokeuptoday
absolutelytrue
laketrees
ok!!!!!!!
Have a nice day !
The Rules:
Players start with 8 random facts about themselves.
Those who are tagged should post these rules and their 8 random facts.
Players should tag eight other people and notify them that they have been tagged.
8 random facts about me:
1)I am an Indian,,,and love to be an Indian.
2)I am not married till now,,,but I am in Love with someone with
whom I wish to get married..
3)I believe in non-violence..I am a peaceful person.
4)I love reading books-inspirational,romantic or adventurous.
5)I like watching romantic movies....
6)I am a Libran,,,,I was born in October.
7)I don't like pets.
8)I believe in Astrology a lot.........
Now,,my 8 random tags are:-
taylor blue
diamondssaphire
divya
^M!R@G3^ ChoPPeR
LFXT
wokeuptoday
absolutelytrue
laketrees
ok!!!!!!!
Have a nice day !
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Thursday, May 31, 2007
36 years of Togetherness
Yes..............36 years....
On 2nd June is my parents' marriage anniversary......
They will complete 36 years of togetherness tomorrow......

I really admire my parents as a couple...
I have never seen them fighting,,quarreling or even talking rudely to each other..
Yes,,you can call them perfect couple...
My mother is a devoted housewife....She has always taken care of our family..
My father is a caring husband and a concerned Father......
Though Physically they do not match perfectly,,,like my father is much taller than my mother.....and my mother is much fairer then my father,,but their hearts match perfectly...
No, no,,,you are wrong,,they did not had a love marriage,,but a fully arranged marriage..what more ,,they had not seen each other before marriage....
So ,,it's their marriage anniversary tomorrow...
On their anniversary I just wish that they have many more years of togetherness......

Happy anniversary Mom and Dad !!!!!
I love you mom and dad.........................
On 2nd June is my parents' marriage anniversary......
They will complete 36 years of togetherness tomorrow......

I really admire my parents as a couple...
I have never seen them fighting,,quarreling or even talking rudely to each other..
Yes,,you can call them perfect couple...
My mother is a devoted housewife....She has always taken care of our family..
My father is a caring husband and a concerned Father......
Though Physically they do not match perfectly,,,like my father is much taller than my mother.....and my mother is much fairer then my father,,but their hearts match perfectly...
No, no,,,you are wrong,,they did not had a love marriage,,but a fully arranged marriage..what more ,,they had not seen each other before marriage....
So ,,it's their marriage anniversary tomorrow...
On their anniversary I just wish that they have many more years of togetherness......

Happy anniversary Mom and Dad !!!!!
I love you mom and dad.........................
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